Nothing much to report on.
This semester hasn’t been going as smoothly as I would’ve hoped. It’s been a bumbling kind of wtf season in general, so I’m kind of strongly looking forward to moving on into the next season, next semester, next house/apartment, and so on.
Actually, more than anything else right now? I am looking forward to finding a better job than Jack ‘n’ the Box and finally living on my own WITHOUT unreliable housemates. My desires for such things are becoming so incredibly intense that they are even starting to outweigh other, grander and sparklier and loftier goals in my life… like, you know, graduating. Silly? I know, but lately I’ve been realizing that one must start by desiring and acquiring the so-called basics before taking on the all more complicated things, like conspiracy theories. Or making crepes. Or dating.
Otherwise, life just feels like:
Only (if it’s at all possible) much less fun.
And it’s not like someone’s going to pop into my life out of nowhere to give me a hug or anything.
I’ve already used up my whole stash of hug coupons anyway by, you know, being a sorry little ass. So I just need to stop being so pathetic and start being awesome on my own first… instead…
Yes, I’m using animated gifs. I’ve been so fucked up lately that even the English language fails me half the time. I no longer feel confident in my abilities to accurately express myself solely through the wonder that is the written word. And gifs make me happy. They’re my new expression crack, like art and poetry used to be for me ages ago.
Here’s some more tidbits of actual blogging and communication!
I am getting thoroughly lost in Supernatural fandom again. I mean, I still love all the other things I love, but Supernatural is kind of my number one form of TV crack for the moment and I don’t know why. Just, Supernatural ate my brain…
I don’t even know…
I also keep noticing women, more than I want to. And some of them are noticing me, or something! And I’m not really feeling up to all these potential shenanigans because I’m not really in the right place for any sort of relationship and it all confuses me so.
Like, I’m trying to ignore it all, but they’re all like…
And I’m like…
But they’re EVERYWHERE, and they make me feel so shallow! >.< As if I am worse at such a thing than most of you are with… whoever/whatever you happen to be into, I guess.
It’s annoying. =/
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Meanwhile, I’m looking forward to the 19th for two awesome reasons: I’ll be getting my teeth and I’ll be seeing a movie. <3
I guess I had a lot more to say than I thought. =o
Until next time!
